Confused!

My heart is heavy,why i have no idea.... its almost 3am in the morning cnt sleep,im restless as hell and i have no clue what is wrong with me. Since Saturday i have been off it got so bad my dad had to call me cos his spirit was so restless im tired of crying,i just want to chill and drown myself with drinks and just zone out from everything happening around me...................... its about to be a long ass night 

Quick Update!!!

Holla!!! :) Thank you for commenting on my last post if you did sha :) anywayz quick updates on what has happened so far got a better job offer yay me!!!! Thank God but i worked the whole of my spring break which was last week bleh!! took Friday off so i could go to Austin TX to see my baby boo M.I,people who know me know i dnt play when it comes to M.I i have followed his career since he first came out.Austin is like 3 hrs drive away from me,i got off work tired as hell on Friday didn't get much sleep and it was off to Austin for SXSW (south by south west) dnt know if you heard about it but its an event that happens every spring break for a whole week musicians come to perform in different bars and restaurants which for the most part is free so you can imagine when i found out African acts would be there and M.I was included "sighs" yeah i kinda figured i had to be there,it was fun as hell got to meet him cos i know the Dj that travels with them :)i was literally screaming when he hugged me lool,took some pictures would love to upload them but im anonymous oh well :(,funny thing is we had to drive back immediately after cos i had to work Saturday (smh all because of M.I). My weekend was fun sha,now its back to school work kmt!!!, if you want to see how i look let me know in the comment section and id upload some pics im gonna take them down of cos after a while :). Hope everyone is having a blessed week?

P.s- was gonna gist you guys about some girl like that but i realized it would take a whole post cos this girl..... "sighs" i would say this though people who have no loyalty "DISGUST!!!!!" me

Is doing business with friends really that bad??

Sorry for the long title didn't know what else to call it,anywaz to my post its gonna be short because i am just looking for opinions i have a meeting soon.I started doing business with this friend of mine i have known since 09 and you know how it is some good days,some not so good days but we still good my issue now is she has started acting somehow its bad enough work is stressing me out but my partner also really?? At some point it got so bad some of my other friends noticed it too so whenever she gets like that we let her be until she is back from wherever the hell she went to,i really do not want to believe that money is making her act like this,if i thought anyone would have acted the way she was i would think it would be me seeing as i like money and i dnt play with my money :)i shared my concerns with a very close friend of mine and she said "don't you know you should never do business with friends cos you are mixing your personal life with it" i paraphrased sha but it was something of that nature,now my question is if i cannot do business with my friends who then can i work with? Am i supposed to give my money and ideas to a total stranger???

Back!!!! errr i think,versatile blogger award

OMG!!!! i have missed my blog,i have so many things to write about but laziness ehn...... "sighs" anywaz happy new year (i know its late buh.....)how is everybody,how is the year going good i hope. I Just received my 2nd abi 3rd versatile blogger award yay! me even when im not blogging:) shout out to http://iamnotevensure.blogspot.com/ thanks hun for the award im supposed to tag 15 people but you know laziness :)

7 random things about me

-I love love love listening to poetry but i can't write :(

-I love music

-I love reading

-dancing...... im in there

-im short,im like 5'2 abi '3 (i have no idea why people are intimidated by me and i cnt even fight "shrugs")

-im a sucker for love and romance even when i try to act all tough

-i get irritated easily 

I am going to try keyword "try" and start blogging more but i still keep up with the reading part.

So.....

Omg!!!!! I have missed my baby :( a lot has happened so im going to do a little summary when i have time i will elaborate, a friend of mine read my blog and kinda figured out i was talking about him so he thought i put him on blast i actually didnt lol, then he put my blog link on twitter like i literally screamed when i found out cos it was 7hrs later (he is in Nigeria) i was hoping no one had read it cos i was FREAKING!!!!!!!!!!! out i made it private for a day den opened it back dnt think anybody read it though if they did oh well "shrugs" so you guys know i was staying with my "friend" hmm dis chick started acting somehow and its not like she came out to say it her body language said it all so i started sleeping at my other friend's place but all my stuff was still at her place mehn id explain further in a separate post but yeah last week Monday i just woke up and was frustrated with the whole situation and this fucktard school i just picked up my phone and typed/wrote down "God if i (insert my name here) should get a place by weekend i will give a certain amount and testify" by Friday i found a place moved in yesterday Yay!!!!!!!! then there are the guys Oh Lord lemme stop here cos its gonna be longer than i want it to be but let me just say this African men are trifling smh

Tired

This is a very short post,i am very tired,im mad,im frustrated,im annoyed,infact i dnt knw....... I am tired of being sick,tired of going to the clinic,tired of having to call my parents for money and its the same story over and over again,tired of looking for a job,tired of school,tired of the people i call "friends",tired of looking for an apartment,tired,tired,tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had an exam this week but i didnt take it cos i tried to study but was not going anywhere i didnt understand NOTHING so i didnt go but i emailed my professor hopefully he would let me take it. I need a break for me,myself and i but i dnt see that happening anytime soon "sighs". I just typed this post with water in my eyes im bawling my eyes out like a baby right now and there is no one around that i kinda trust to talk to.......... im just gonna listen to depressing music till i fall asleep cos im weak and tired

Story Story!!!!

Na wa ooooo, hian what boys have done to girls in this life ehn infact it is a serious matter. I was going to put up a post to tell blogsville a little about myself but this gist was too hot for me to go to bed without atleast typing it. There are a lot of people involved but i will just shorten it to the main characters involved so its your truly moi :), my friend lets call her sasha,her roomate id call claire and "our" friends tae and owen.
So if your really active(not sure if that is the right phrase to use) on twitter within the "Nigerian" community,you might have come across this twitter lingo "setting P". Anyways owen is the owner of one of the popular Nigerian music websites if i mention it you will probably know but i cnt :) i have always known owen but it was more on a hi,hi basis,i introduced sasha to owen and being the person that she is (story for another day) took it upon her self to "set p" with him.They exchanged numbers bla bla bla,they whole nine yards.

So one day i happened to be at sasha's apt and owen came so during out discussion,i just asked him if he has an friends lol that i can "hang" out with actually i just wanted to network hehe!!! but yeah i just said that so he calls sasha during the week and was like we should hang out and that he is coming with his friend so she called me and said i should come along (obviously hehe) ,then her roomate claire said she wants to come too,ahn no wahala now abi?? wrong that is where the whole thing started.

Tae took my number cos he dropped me off and was like we should hang out sometime,i was sure warreva call me and we'd see.He text me sometime during the week for a min then i told him i was gonna study we'd talk later, hmmm so Claire likes/liked him im not sure because after that club day she insulted him and was like he is not her type so for her to now be calling him during the week and setting up dates hian!!! anywaz me i didn't trip so i let it go im like its whatever carry him and go its not boy that will give me wahala....... so for her to be fighting with Sasha over the boy that she introduced her too na real wa,she even went as far as saying Sasha is jealous of her and tae....... *pause* lmfao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dude you just met the guy *rme* girls will be girls anywaz she now said that all Sasha's friends are stupid hmm my pple i went to Sasha's apartment this girl did not say hi to me or any other person which was funny cos she was extending the fight to us and the funny thing is they were all supposed to go out on Saturday,i was in the apartment when tae and Owen came i said hi to them like i didnt know what was going on,i even spoke to tae sef so for her to be giving me attitude???? Bitch fuck outta here,he is just a dick when he is done with you he will move on to the next one (excuse my french) so warris your problem mmmssscccchhhhheeeewwww!!!!!!

My wonderful people jare how was our weekend :)